Old Whisky

Down goes another glass of 12 year old sorrow

my mind walking down a dark alley way
in the town of my memories
its starting to rain
or is it tears, tears i haven't cried -
I haven't cried when I should have

I am going up thousand steps
until my legs hurt
or is it pain, pain I haven't felt
I haven't felt when I should have

Pour another 12 year old
Golden in colour like the sun
or is it warmth, warmth I haven't felt
I haven't felt when I should have

There is a door
should I open it or is it opening me
the door is locked, locked by a key of my soul
will I ever find it


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Change

It is strange
strange how people change
under certain circumstances
I've seen good friends going down
just because of bad influences

Once they got to money
they thought they had to change their friends
found their new friends
gone to flashy bars, drove those expansive cars ect.
and gone the wrong way

Now their back
knocking on your door
with their live in ruins they remember you
Its always hard to say no to somebody
somebody who once was your best friend


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Gone

The leaves falling from the trees
Its autumn
and
another year passed by
like people in a busy street
So quick
so meaningless
I cant remember their faces
like the year just passed
I can't remember many things
I just remember that yesterday was January


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Do I?

You try to destroy my freedom
but you don't even know my war!

You try to hurt me
but you don't now my pain!

You wanna make me laugh
but you don't know that I'm sad!

You wanna make me pay
but you don't know I have no money!

You want to tell me somethin
but you don't know I don't understand!

You wanna burn me
but I'm already burned!

Think about it

Don't you think if I actually would care
about you & your problems,
You
would know all this?


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Monkey back

There was this time where I was happy being by myself
Just very convenient
without having to consider someone else

but these days while my Macaquinha
is away
I feel lonely

the biggest help is my dog
he's keeping me good company
and it is amazing how he can sense things

Just all in all I need my monkey back!

Sometimes you just realize what you have
when its gone.

Sometimes it is just to know there is somebody in the other room..

And sometimes you just need somebody to
Love
Kiss
Argue
Pinch
Tease
Annoy
Hug
ect.

Fact is I am getting no younger
and I cant deal with certain situations as good as I used to.



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Boys, Toys & Women

Well I gotta admit in some way I'll never grow up

A little while ago I went to Newmarket to get my Bike serviced

While waiting for it I went for a walk in the town
now I've been there before and I always walked past this toyshop

This time I went in and I loved it
I felt like a little boy at Xmas

They have all those oldschool army toys
tanks, little soldiers with bazookas ect.

That made me think
about us men and toys
we always need and will have our toys
you get older and they get bigger
and more expansive

We still buy toycars of the ones we dream of and
may never can afford
but we have one in our vitrine

Some still 'play' with toy trains, remote controlled things....

and some lucky ones have the real thing
the real cars....

And yes in some way that is also
with women

Yes we dream of that star and this singer
but realistically we will never even meet them
but we do have that Playboy pictures in our garage, locker....


There are some goals in my life

and yes I am very materialistic
and yes one day I will have that car, that house and that bike I want

But i am also realistic that I will never be with that women

So I am happy with what I have and stick to it

....... but I am gonna buy that car..............





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Back to it

I like to be out in the nature
I got no particular preference
Mountains have it for me though

Just love to sit and watch
on my own
breath the fresh and clean air
see some animals

This is when I get my best ideas
will it be for stuff I write
for my work or
my live

Away from phone receptions
stupid peoples
and their stupid shops
just me and the nature


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