Friends & Buddies

There are many
well at least for most of us

You got the ones who are around most days
the ones you hang with
there also work friends

they are all good company
and fun

some are a necessity against
boredom and loneliness

There are also those
friends from good old times
the ones you used to play with
the ones you gone to school with
you grown up with
the ones you might went to war with
gone through thick and thin

some you haven't seen in years
lost contact with
but you know if you want you can find them

and

you know that whatever, however and whenever
you can knock on their door
and they will be there for you

These are your true friends
even if they not around

There are lots of friends I miss
some I found
some I need to find
and some have passed

I miss you guys!!

Its time to make a plan!

©US MMX

No place like home

Well these days
you may live somewhere nice
have a nice place
you settled down
have
your friends around maybe your family
or you got your own family now

but there is no place like
the place you grown up you're born

It might be to most boring city, town or village
maybe even horrible for some
but for you its beautiful

You walk down these old streets
and long forgotten memories will return
like reading a book you haven't touched in years

the place where you used to play with your friends
you used to hang out as a teen

the place where you first smoked
you got drunk
you had your first fight

your old school

the place you used to live

the place here you first kissed a girl

the old tree or bench still having
the heart with the initials of your first love
carved in

you love it no matter how it is now or it was
or it is to anybody else

I love my old town
I always will

I even got a tattoo of the towns crest


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Make me bleed

Its amazing
how many people through the years
bullshitted their way into my life
well I gotta tell Ya somethin

FUCK YOU

I had enough of this shit
empty promises, false prophesies
people I never met wanting to be my friend
The stories they come up with
i could fill books

I believe in things I see, I know
things which I know are real

I don't need to proof myself
to anyone apart myself

I don't give a shit
what you can
who you are
who you with
good for you
but leave
me the fuck alone

you know what?
proof yourself to me
ha...
I thought so.....

I know what I can
I know who I am
I know who I wanna be

But what do you know about me?
Fucking shit

I know what I need
to live the life I want
I know what makes me happy
Well for sure its not YOU.

You wonna punch me
go on try your luck
nothing I ain't seen before
nothing I ain't felt before
but I gotta tell ya
I love the smell of blood

You think you can hurt me?
Well you don't even know my pain.

Make me bleed and you'll see.



©US MMX

Happy Dog

Is amazing

How simple it is

to make a dog happy

Simple things in life

Let him run free
he is so happy going crazy
just running
chasing birds, squirrels ect.

and smelling everywhere
and marking his 'hood'

Than some nice food
happy

A chest-rub
happy

meeting another dog
happy
meeting another dog from the opposite sex
priceless

I wish I could be that easy

©US MMX

Rain

I love rain

in the summer
it washes off the dust n' dirt
the fresh smell
smell of wet grass
wet tarmac

than the sun cuts through

but

rain in the autumn
is horrible
cold n' dark
especially
in London

the dump and
the cold
creeps into your joints

Gotta get out


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Another day gone, wasted away

I done nothing

phone off

I wont answer the door

so many things to do

but

I just done the necessary evil

I am losing myself in my daydreams

staring at the white ceiling

they are like episodes

can last for hours

its like I life in another world 

another life

a better world

a better life

These dreams make me happy

I create my own perfect environment

so nice so beautiful 

just fun

but then

I'm back to reality

and back to the

boring, depressing tristesse

of my daily life

The better my imaginative world

the worst is the comedown after

Never have a déjà vu of those dreams

Maybe one day......

©US MMX

Hate & Love

Hate & Love
Without Love there is no Hate
You Love to Hate
You Hate to Love
Love = Hate
or
Hate = Love
If you love something so much
coincidentally you will
Hate something
Nobody is without Hate
but
Some are without Love!
The Love to your god makes you Hate mine.
but
The Hate for your god doesn't make me Love mine!
My Hate sometimes transforms into Love
sometimes my Love transforms into Hate
How?
I don't know.
Love nourishes Hate
Hate nourishes Love

I can't live without either of 'em

©US MMVI