My Inner Pain

No one sees it

Only I feel it

Nobody knows

My inner pain

It kills me inside

I am too stupid to cry

To proud to admit

My inner pain

To be alone

Not be loved

To have failed

My inner pain

It scares me

Maybe one day I go to far

I cross that line

My inner pain

It makes me want to get hurt

On the outside

Scars to remind me

My inner pain

Won’t let me go

It follows me

It’s my shadow

My inner pain

I want to kill you


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Star

Last night I felt lonely

So I sat in the garden

Watching the nice clear sky

Full of shining stars

So beautiful

Each one of them reminded me of you

So beautiful

And I felt better

You are my little shining star


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Your Kisses

Your kisses are my drug

Only one kiss and I am hooked

Addicted

I need more

All I think about is your kisses

They get me high, I am dreaming

Daydreaming

And all I want is to kiss you again

And again and again

Kiss junkie

Maybe

But this drug is so good

So sweet so very, very addictive

I need more



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Fight

When you with someone

Sometimes you have to fight

I don’t mean physically fighting

I mean the little fights about nothing

The disagreements, misunderstandings

Or just

Because your partner acted in a stupid way

Not cheating or lying just being stupid

These fights are important

You don’t want to be with somebody

Somebody who says yes and agrees to everything

No these fight are good

No matter how much they hurt at the time

Because

There is nothing better

Than

The kisses, hugs and sex afterwards


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Missing Her

You think how can you miss someone after only a day or two

Or even hours

As long as I am occupied with something it’s fine

But

As soon as I stop

I think about her

Think of her picture

Think of her voice

I smell her perfume

I smell her hair

And when I feel lonely

I think of her smile

Think of the look in her beautiful blue and deep eyes

I think of her sweet kisses

Her warm hugs

And than, I just want to be with her

Hold her and kiss her

I just really, really miss you


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Drowning in her eyes, swept away by kisses and saved by her hugs

What is wrong with me?

Never ever a women moved me so much like her

At first I barely noticed her

She was just another person I knew

And now?

Every time I look in her eyes

I am drowning in a sea of emotions

Emotions I’ve never felt before

It’s like a rollercoaster ride of my feelings

These eyes are hypnotizing and they tattooed her picture into my brain

And than

Her kisses

Which knock me off my feet and sweep me away

So sweet and so strong

They’re like a tsunami pulling me into the wide ocean

The wide ocean of her presence and beauty

And it wont let go of me

Than I hold her

Feel her warm hugs that make me feel save and secure


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Love Blindness

Sometimes love makes you blind

So blind

You cannot see

How

You

Ignore &

Hurt

Others

Who also love and adore you but in a different way

Don’t stop loving

But always remember to keep an eye on the

Others who love you!


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