Life C.

Life's such a fucking cunt

You almost climbed the zenith there it sends you an avalanche of shit

Dragging you down to the gutters of your failure.

It will starve you almost to death just to stuff you full like a pig so it can starve you even longer next time.

It may break a fall but only coz you would’ve landed not hard enough.

You try to make the best but it’ll only get worst.

Where is the point?

You could put a bullet through your brain and end it,

but we’re all masochists who love to suffer our lifes.

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Your voice

It’s like an old song


This song you haven’t heard in ages


But as soon as you hear the first lines


You remember every word


Hearing your voice soothes


Seeing your beautiful face


It soothes my pain


The pain of missing you so very much




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Far but close

It is not too long ago

You where just living ‘round the corner

So very close but you where so unreachable far

Now you’re gone and so far away

But it feels so close

And you are with me

All the time

You’re in my heart and on my mind

I cannot and I never wanna

Stop thinking about YOU

Coz

I love you so damn much

And I miss having you in my live

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Waking up without you

Waking up without you 


Can’t smell your hair 


Without your beautiful body to hold, to caress 


Not able to feel the warmness of your heart 


To watch you sleep and slowly waking up 


Not to make love to you 


Makes me feel so lonely and empty




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So Easy

I know sometimes it seems easy to say it

And you may not believe it

And we both have our ticks, our moods, our little faults

We are difficult and can be even obnoxious

But all this makes us humans

Makes us mortal

We not robots doing things we programmed to do

We are you and me

And all I know is that I love you

And that the more I miss you the more I know how much I love you

No matter what kind of monkey we are sometimes

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Never Broken and Always There

Lucky you stole my heart so I wont have a broken one

You maybe broke the man but his heart is still beating

Beating there, with you and it always will be there for you

You may erase pictures, written words, numbers

But my memories are there to stay

Memories of this amazing time we had

I can never forget

And I hope when you feel the heart you stole it’ll remind you of these times


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Thief

You stole my heart

But I don’t want it back

You keep it so you know

That

Wherever you are

Whenever you need it

It’ll be there for you


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Monster City

This City is a monster

Its eats you alive

Than throws you back up

You find love

Only

To loose it again

You create live

Then you kill it

It’s a constant build up

And bringing down

It wont let you go

Till it finally digested you

All you can do is to start new

In a different City

A different monster


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GZ

I never thought I could have a friend

A friend so close I would share

My deepest feelings

My inner fears

My desires

My secrets

There was never such a person I could tell this

But now there is YOU

It’s amazing how you unlocked me

You know the passwords to my soul

We share things we have never shared before

And it all feels so good

So liberating, so amazing, so happy

Where this will go

Only time will tell us

All I know is you’ll be my friend forever

And

I could never forget about you


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The Morning After

There is nothing better than

After a crazy night of fun

Waking up holding a beautiful women in your arms

You watch her sleep so nice and so vulnerable

But nothing could harm her in your arms

You smell her hair

You listen to her breathing

You feel her skin

And when she wakes up you can see in those beautiful blue eyes

Tey’ll take you far away to a nice place only you both


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Thinking of You

Never thought it’ll be like this

But I think of you all the time

When I close my eyes I can see your smile

When I wake up, before I open my eyes I can smell your hair

When I stop what I do, I think what is she doing

When I don’t hear from you I feel empty

There was a time I wanted to forget you

I even tried to hate you

But I never could hate somebody so nice

And I could never erase you from my heart

I just like you so very much


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Expect the Unexpected

The best things in life are the unexpected joys

You never think they’ll happen

But all of a sudden

They do

Sometimes you think it’s all over

And the next thing you know you right in the middle of it

You don’t even know how it happened

You just know it is here and its fantastic, awesome

Or just

Pure and simple

UNBELIEVABLE!!!



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Always Something New

With age comes the wisdom to have done and seen many things

But there is always something new in life

Sometimes bad,

Sometimes good

and

Sometimes just pure and simple

Unbelievable amazing

When you thought it’s all over there comes just the next big thing

Thank you, you’ll know I mean you


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My Inner Pain

No one sees it

Only I feel it

Nobody knows

My inner pain

It kills me inside

I am too stupid to cry

To proud to admit

My inner pain

To be alone

Not be loved

To have failed

My inner pain

It scares me

Maybe one day I go to far

I cross that line

My inner pain

It makes me want to get hurt

On the outside

Scars to remind me

My inner pain

Won’t let me go

It follows me

It’s my shadow

My inner pain

I want to kill you


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Star

Last night I felt lonely

So I sat in the garden

Watching the nice clear sky

Full of shining stars

So beautiful

Each one of them reminded me of you

So beautiful

And I felt better

You are my little shining star


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Your Kisses

Your kisses are my drug

Only one kiss and I am hooked

Addicted

I need more

All I think about is your kisses

They get me high, I am dreaming

Daydreaming

And all I want is to kiss you again

And again and again

Kiss junkie

Maybe

But this drug is so good

So sweet so very, very addictive

I need more



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Fight

When you with someone

Sometimes you have to fight

I don’t mean physically fighting

I mean the little fights about nothing

The disagreements, misunderstandings

Or just

Because your partner acted in a stupid way

Not cheating or lying just being stupid

These fights are important

You don’t want to be with somebody

Somebody who says yes and agrees to everything

No these fight are good

No matter how much they hurt at the time

Because

There is nothing better

Than

The kisses, hugs and sex afterwards


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Missing Her

You think how can you miss someone after only a day or two

Or even hours

As long as I am occupied with something it’s fine

But

As soon as I stop

I think about her

Think of her picture

Think of her voice

I smell her perfume

I smell her hair

And when I feel lonely

I think of her smile

Think of the look in her beautiful blue and deep eyes

I think of her sweet kisses

Her warm hugs

And than, I just want to be with her

Hold her and kiss her

I just really, really miss you


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Drowning in her eyes, swept away by kisses and saved by her hugs

What is wrong with me?

Never ever a women moved me so much like her

At first I barely noticed her

She was just another person I knew

And now?

Every time I look in her eyes

I am drowning in a sea of emotions

Emotions I’ve never felt before

It’s like a rollercoaster ride of my feelings

These eyes are hypnotizing and they tattooed her picture into my brain

And than

Her kisses

Which knock me off my feet and sweep me away

So sweet and so strong

They’re like a tsunami pulling me into the wide ocean

The wide ocean of her presence and beauty

And it wont let go of me

Than I hold her

Feel her warm hugs that make me feel save and secure


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Love Blindness

Sometimes love makes you blind

So blind

You cannot see

How

You

Ignore &

Hurt

Others

Who also love and adore you but in a different way

Don’t stop loving

But always remember to keep an eye on the

Others who love you!


©US MMXI